It is currently 4.20am on Sunday 10th Feb. I have been awake since just after 3am when I again woke up in so much pain. This is becoming such a habit that it is happening most mornings now. And always usually around 2 to 3am. This is becoming a bit much having it happening nearly every morning. Once awake and have my pain killers, by the time they kick in I usually cannot get back to sleep.
There is so much going on at the moment that I really don’t know how I am coping with it all. Waiting on answers, waiting on latest scan results, waiting for the injections for my psoriasis to begin.
The unofficial word is that the injections have been government approved. But it is now awaiting on paperwork. So until that official paperwork arrives and I see it I am still anxious and nervous about it. I just want them to begin already and get rid of my psoriasis for good. It will be a major life changing experience that is for sure. If it gets rid of it the amount of changes in my life from that alone will be just amazing.
Later today I am getting picked up about 12.15pm to go and have lunch with a couple of friends who weren’t able to attend my Birthday BBQ back at the start of January as they were on holidays down on the South Coast. I am hoping I am not in too much pain at the time. I will make sure I take some pills with me and have some about an hour before I get picked up. Last thing I want is to go to a friend place for lunch and not being able to walk properly because I am in so much pain. But if I do it the way I am thinking I should be fine.
Anyway I will write again soon …