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Debating For Days

For days now I have been debating whether or not I was going to write a post about this. I have made several drafts, which are still sitting in my drafts now. But I have figured out that I write better and get my expressions out better after my pain medication has kicked in, like now, so this post I will publish when I am done with it.

I am not the type of person that goes around naming names of people that I have issues with, however, I feel in this case I should, but still, I won’t because I won’t lower myself to that standard, especially after reading a post that was directly aimed at me by a now-former friend.

I admit I screw up from time to time, but you need to look at yourself and how things were handled. Even you admitted you handled them wrong. We both agreed on honesty, which is what I have done. It might have been hard to hear but that is what we agreed. However, you broke that and were not honest with me until you made it public, which I didn’t. I spoke to you in private about it and then you made all the dirty laundry (as we call it) into the public domain.

Honestly, the worst mistake I made was bringing a friend of yours into my business. As this is when the problems really began. And you say I tried to fuck up that friendship, over get over yourself dude. You had issues with this girl for a long time before I came involved. I just told you the truth and what I saw which you said you could see too. Excuse after excuse, well, in the end, I was done with the excuses and I did remove you as a friend on Facebook. But this has been done before and after a month or two we were able to sort things out.

This time, however, with your latest post that is not even possible. Our friendship is over 100%. We are done. I never want to hear from you again. I trusted you so much and told you so much about my past, more then I told anyone. And then you go and screw me over as you have. I didn’t listen to people when they said you were just using and abusing my kindness with you. I should have listened because then this post would not be written now. 

I am used to being screwed over due to my past history, but you, I thought were totally different and everyone was wrong about you. Well, you have just proved them all right. In future, I will listen to what my real friends have to say. 

I am not going into this anymore, except to say I wish you the best for your future and ask that you have no contact with me at all in the future, that also includes commenting on my posts on my website(s) and blogs and whatever else I run and do. Our friendship is over and it is now time we both moved on. Thanks for the good times, as there was many, but there were also many bad ones, especially as of late. 

I am going to end this here and be done with it and just move on now. Hope everyone has a great night, morning, afternoon or whatever the hell it is where you are lol. For me, it is a very early morning at just after 2am. But as always the pain has got me up so I can’t sleep. Which is the norm these days for me, as has been for nearly 2 years now.

About The Author

Zac is from the Central Coast of New South Wales in Australia. Zac runs his own online Web Design & Management business. In his spare time, he likes playing computer games, such as Need for Speed Most Wanted, Flight Simulator X, The Sims 4 and various others. Zac also enjoys spending time walking along the shoreline at the beach. Zac has a lot of health, both physical and mental which he is currently working on after a long history of abuse, hardship and decades being homeless. Zac continues to get by day by day and is moving forward with his life and is no longer letting anyone hold him back.

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