Lots of Hard Decisions

Right now it is currently 1.36am at the beginning of writing this and I have had my pain medication and 2 glasses of Vodka and Raspberry. As I hardly drink anymore it has hit me a little harder then it used too. And at 10.30am I have an appt. with the eye doctor as it appears that I need new glasses again. Hopefully, I can get them under Vision Care, if I can’t I have to get a document for Steve and then they will cover them. So I would be looking at cheap frames still, but I can go with metal ones now as I don’t have my psoriasis around the back of my ears I no longer have to stick with plastic frames that won’t irritate my skin. I have an alarm set for 8.30am so I can be up and ready to go when I get picked up at around 10am.

Now I didn’t even get through the first paragraph without getting way off track already. Over the last couple of weeks, I have had to make some very hard choices and they were choices I really didn’t want to make but ones I had to for my own well-being. And there was another decision I had to make yesterday and one that could come back and bite me in the ass, but it had to be made due to the situation and circumstances that occurred. I am not going to go into details on here as I just don’t feel it is right and there is also the fact that I don’t really understand everything that happened either.

As a result, I have now lost my main support worker and have a new one in place and have to look at bringing on some others onto my team over the next couple of weeks to fill in at least for my Friday trips to the Chemist and Shopping. I have the next 3 weeks covered, but after this, I need to have someone else take over, at least for a little bit. But, I have informed my caseworkers that from a certain date I need them to jump back into doing Fridays again, which I know will not be a problem. It is just something that I need to do for right now.

I also have a list of names of new psychologists to go through so I can get back into my counselling which is something that I really need right now with the way everything has been going on as of late. I will go through these over the next week, make a decision and try and make an appt. for someone as soon as humanly possible. I am not really sure who to use though, I have a list of about 6 or 7 people to go through. So I would like to see if I can find any reviews on these people and go from there.

I have just started also playing a new game called Diablo 3 and it is bloody awesome. I remember the first one and 3 is so much better and it is a good way to release some stress also, like I did yesterday, which means I am not just stuck with playing my Need for Speed Most Wanted Black when stressed. I now have some other options instead of the same game over and over, which I have finished so many times now I can play something different and I like the fact of shooting monsters and searching for things also.

Anyway, that is all from me for now. I now need to have a smoke and then jump into bed before my alarm goes off and my early appt. at the eye doctors in about 8 hours from now. Chat again soon.

About The Author

Zac is from the Central Coast of New South Wales in Australia. Zac runs his own online Web Design & Management business. In his spare time, he likes playing computer games, such as Need for Speed Most Wanted, Flight Simulator X, The Sims 4 and various others. Zac also enjoys spending time walking along the shoreline at the beach. Zac has a lot of health, both physical and mental which he is currently working on after a long history of abuse, hardship and decades being homeless. Zac continues to get by day by day and is moving forward with his life and is no longer letting anyone hold him back.

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